Sunday, May 16, 2004

Today is absolutely lovely. Sunny, not too hot. The whole thing. I'm dyin for some Brunch. A nice outdoor sidewalk cafe type of thing. I wish we had a table in the yard cause I would truly get something happining.

Spoke to my homegirl S. I am so proud of her. She's off the Switzerland in August to follow that wanderlust that lives in her and too fulfill her dream of being a chef and restaurant owner. She's gonna succeed too. I'll miss talking to her everyday and getting together with her whenever. So we have to get all that in before she goes. I'll have a nice letter exchange going with her. I'm looking forward to it. There's nothing like getting mail from someone you love who is far away. It just gives you somthing to look forward to.

Seeing her do her thing makes me want to go ahead and do mine. I don't really like my job. I've made that more than plain. I think it is truly time for me to get my schooling on. I'm nearly 30. It's past time.

Me and Zeen have been getting on lovely. I didn't think it would be possible to enjoy someone so much. To love so deeply and always want them around. I can't wait to be his wife. It blows my mind especially since I've never been one of "those" women.

You know, the chicks who have had their weddings planned since they were 4 years old. Down to the date. I never wanted to marry. I just assumed I would be single and I would never find someone that I loved enough. Who knew? I'm happy though. So is he. And that's the way I want it to stay.

Later..........

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