My Subconcious is Buggin

Yeah so I had a dream last night. Once again, I have to say that I never remember this stuff. So, I dream that I’m outside somewhere with one of my co-workers. We were sort of flirting back and forth and suddenly he grabs me and pushes me against the wall and we start making out. It wasn’t violent or anything so that wasn’t the disturbing part. What is so disturbing is that it was GOOD. The kiss was fucking awesome and I wanted more. A lot more. See, I’m a big fan of the kiss. I think it’s the most intimate thing you can share with a person short of your body. Anyway we’re making out and another one of my co-workers catches us and we don’t even stop.

Eventually we stop and look at the co-worker who caught us. Then I wake up and it slowly sinks in who I was dreaming about. Whoa. What the fuck is my subconscious doing? There are a couple of reasons why I’m not sure what the ham sammich is up with me dreaming about him. Here are a few of them:

1. He's a Republican, 2. He’s a hardcore, unapologetic, paraphernalia having Republican,
3. He’s white. Which isn’t a big deal, but he’s a REPUBLICAN!!!!!!

So needless to say I feel all kinds of weird around him today and I felt weird around Zeen because I felt like I was cheating on him while lying next to him. The whole thing is just embarrassing at this point but I had to hash it out somewhere.

Later………………..